I’ve been talking to friends about ideally – with regards to my mood and cognitive-emotional health; spiritual health? – wanting to spend summers in the south (of Europe, mostly), autumn and spring in cities (like London, maybe Paris, or/and New York), and winter as close to the equator as possible – «…when I get rich».

But I just realized that I spent last winter in Equador (literally on Ecuador), this spring in London, and most of the summer in Italy and Spain; so I suppose richness was not needed, since I’ve essentially been living my spiritual helth-wise ideal life already.

Don’t get me wrong, I definitely needed more than a month at equator, and London early winter was horrible, plus Oslo and London mid-«summer». But I’m excited to see that I’ve been taken to my prefered living intuitively, anyways.

Barcelona is nice right now, but I suspect I feel crave some fallnese in a few weeks, and perhaps live for family and friends in London, the UK, maybe Oslo, the countryside.

I need to book tickets somewhere for Christmas; I’m thinking November or December at the latest – one way.

April is nice enough in London and Oslo, sometimes; perhaps Copenhagen too. Then soon back to Palermo, Sicilly, some time in Oslo and/or London to see friends, but not indefinitely, and then Barcelona again, or somewhere similar (I’ve really come to like this city recently; the beach metropolis).

And that completed my ideal year. I don’t know about London. Perhaps get my months in and extend the visa for two years this fall, and spend some time in parts of it next spring and fall, though I’m not sure about getting my 6 months in for future residency in 5 years.

I don’t know my future though; just not being ready to give up easy access to a place I’ve loved so dearly – so recently.

I think tentativeness is the best path here.

Perhaps it’s the ex I get back together with.