I’ve learned that i can walk away when communication breaks down and satisfy my needs on my own avoiding anger

I used to linger thinking everything can always be communicated given enough time

It can’t and habituating so is dysfunctional leading to anger, loneliness and desperation

Little is more lonely than waking up next to somebody you don’t love, some director said, but trying to communicate when views are too different is equally disspearing – hammering the screw

I might simple never have spent this much time so intimately with such a nice person – one who can’t be disregarded for having selfish or ignorant motives – so one is convinced that not all islands may be bridged and sometimes roaming ones own hinterlands will have to suffice

I wish summer had come earlier

But winter wasn’t too long to survive

And the climate seems to have shifted warmer all year around now

Anger is an expression of needs not being met, some shrink said

Bur there’s hardly much we rely on for others to get – not truly – so knowing and crucially habituating walking away and taking care of one self there really is no room for enduring or entertaining anger or angry thoughts, emotions and violently actions towards others – just habituate sortie – and get along – be content – without the deadended habit of ever blaming others (not lastingly at least) – accepting that certaing things you simple have to do yourself – becoming response-able – suffering less persistent need with anger and desperation – disspear – loneliness

Living is so beautiful when we get the best of ourselves and being with our loved ones.